chessia's life?

2005-06-15T16:24:00.000+08:00

i've OFFICIALLY moved

HERE

2005-06-13T17:18:00.000+08:00

oh wells. HAH. ppl've been complaining to me that i KEEP changing my blog URL, hehes.

i think that yu al are gng to KILL me if i say this. yu kno, if yu find this blog getting stagnant, please click HERE! lol.

bleaghs. i guess i've abandoned a few THOUSAND blogs. ok. not that many but stil, the number's still quite amazing. (: bleaghs.

2005-06-12T12:58:00.000+08:00

wells. i jst received an e-mail. wel. it was kind of long ago. jst that i didnt realy bother to open my mail box. wels. i kind of agree with him/her (ok. i'm guesg its a her. so i'l jst use her.) reflections. this post shal be caled.

yes. i'm stupid, for not tryg to help them stop their fight. but excuse me, ONE PERSON, how much of a difference does that make? i tried. and i daresay tht i didnt add fuel to the fire. except for once, whr i realy cldnt stand charissa, so i kind of joined in. but ya. that's nt the point. i DID try to help. why dont yu just put yorself in my shoes and take a good look of how much they dislike each other.

whatever. i dnt care much already. i'm nt gng to bother ANYMORE.

grrrr. what a stupid way to start my day. i jst woke up. and was abt to start on my TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD assignment. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH, whoever yu are, for sending me that e-mail. i dnt have the mood to do my assignment now. GRRR

2005-06-11T20:39:00.000+08:00

wels, had tuition EARLY ths morng. say, NINE AM? yea. that's early. actually, i was stil sleepg whn the teacher cme. so i gues she dsnt have a realy good impression of me? heh. bt yea. tuition wasnt as bad as i thought it'd be. *SHRUGS*

gees. i think i'd be quittg band soon. why? jst take a REALLY GOOD look at my grades. 41.1. HELLO? lol. my mommy and tuition teacher advised me to GET THE HELL OUT OF BAND. so ya. gues i'l be gng to tel the banana (or the king kong) tht i'm GETTG THE HELL OUT OF BAND. hehe. but ya. i dnt realy feel like quittg. i'l mis band man. as in the BAND. NOT the ppl. so yea. sighs. my darlg oboe. SHEESH. so yea. RECONSIDER, my girl.

*GROWLS* gues wht? my other com resigned. tht means tht:

o1) i cnt play sims.
o2) gunbound is gone
o3) PHOTOSHOP wld have to be re-instaled.
o4) SIMS wld have to be re-instaled too.
o5) i'd mis my desktop.

*GRRRR*

yu kno wht? i shldnt have told him tht. i shldnt have play tht darn dumb trick with her. nw gues wht? he's angry with me. SIGH SIGH SIGH. i tried talkg to him, tried telg him tht i stil care. but al i got is HOSTILITY. brrrr. i've learnt my lesson.

and al i want to tel him is tht i'm sorry.

2005-06-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

blah blah blah. ignoration. if there's such a word. thy shalt ignore. if i can. eeeeeeeeeeee.

*pouts* i miss the times when we would chat online. crapping about anything under the sun. the times where yu'd tease me. hehe. shucks. why must yor com resign? x) sad.

wels. nothing much to do. finished my geography assignment!!! OH MAN! (: wels. ya. then went out to parkway. hehes. bought a damned lot of food from giant. i'm gonna grow fat this holiday. (:

stil have loads of things on my to do list. just to name a few:

o1) go to salvation army. give them my stuff.
o2) finish hol homework?
o3) go to ikea to get my stuffs for my room
o4) GET IRVIN'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT!
o5) get my damned ticket to shanghai. i'm going there ALONE. hurmph!
o6) re-paint my wall. ALL BY MYSELF(:

hehe. but i gues i wont be able to finish ALL THAT. sad. sad. sad. i still have some other stuffs. oh sheeshies. bad. (:

I LOVE MY HOMOS!(:

2005-06-09T18:51:00.000+08:00

ayes. i'm feel'g realy accomplished(: why? cos i packed my table and my room! WOOTS! i'm so so proud of myself. BOY I SURE AM!

wels. was sup to go watch madagascar with daddy and bro. but sacrificed the chance to go just to clean my room. sad. sad. sad. ayes. where's the fan or the air con man! its getting hot in 'ere.

hoohoo! my b'day's coming. (:

COUNTDOWN: 9 more days!! (:

*HINT HINT*

2005-06-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

bleaghs. hello? flame me for what? i hang out with who i want to hang out with. and i can swear that i didnt backstab. excuse me but. does whoever hang out with charissa get hated by waiteng and company? seriously, i dont get the connection. no hard feelings here but, STUPID people (wels inclding charissa and naomi). stop fighting. put everything aside wld yu al?

i'm sick AND tired of all these shit.

STOP BEING KIDS. GROW UP. and dont swear infront of me. swear aint good. -.-

BLEAGHS.

2005-06-08T09:03:00.000+08:00

woots. back from camp. (:

wels. was sup to blog ytd. but ya. came home, bathed then fel asleep. (: greats. guess what? i actualy slept during camp! aint i great? its the first time i slept during camp. LOL.

bleaghs. i feel urhs, ): yea.

2005-06-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

this is bad. i forgot lots of things i was sup to do for the band camp! ok. i think theres only one. i for got to do the puzzle. oh man! rahhs! now i have to go find it. boo..

hehes. got a zen micro instead of the neeon. heh. bleaghs.

i'm in deep shit.

i'm sick too.

2005-06-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

woots! i miss my com! (: i so mis it *BIGG SMOOCH TO COM* (:

wels. i guess im on high agn. (:

bahs! these few days werent good at all! i got sunburnt. yes. sunburnt. thank God i've got my original color back. wels. ya. i didnt get black. but my arms are stil kind of red? lobster. heh.

who's mystery?? -.- bahs! wels. thanks anyway(: i am better now. except for my pounding headache): its been there since this morning. heatstroke? heh. very unlikely.

my dumb grand daughter is mad. she thinks that i like HIM. 0.- heh. no no no! i dont. ok? (:

*GRINS WIDELY* i'm accomplished. i did a whole math paper today while hugging merc. x) i tel yu he's one mad dog. he runs arnd like nobody's business man! then he stops and skidds (since the floor is slippery). -.- how lame can he get?

heh. wels. bleaghs. off to sentosa tmr(: yay! sunburn agn! woots! -.-

DID YOU KNOW?

that the 1st bra was invented by a guy? how ironic. LOL.

2005-06-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

have you ever see a girl who went all the way to the singapore expo hall n.o 6 just to realize that the PC show starts the next day?

wel. you're reading the post by one. ya. that's me.

2005-06-01T17:16:00.000+08:00

great. i'm having a real bad headache and a fever(: woots! bahs! not good at al. i wont be able to go for band. bahs. i didnt even go for band today. was feeling giddy in the morning. BLEAGHS. why do i always have to get sick in june. ):

wels. nothing much to say ya? except for," YES. CHESSIA IS SICK." heh.

a sick chessia is a mad chessia. who'd soon become a tired chessia who'll stop ranting here. i'm sneezing non stop. sicko sicko sicko. full stops are nice. . . . . . . (: so are smiley faces (: (: (: (: heh.

bahs! merc, my dumb dumb dumb husky is so dumb. heh. he can climb UP the stairs but not DOWN. woots. and ya. he's super smart too. he can bang open doors. (: smart eh? he banged open the door just to get to the backyard. WOOTS.

shucks. i'm tearing. )':

*yawns*

2005-05-29T20:54:00.000+08:00

arrghs! dumb butt. daddy doesnt allow me to go out tmr with the sec 3s. BOO! he wants me to study at home. BOO HIM! LOL. but ya. i have to work hard this week to get my Zen Neeon(: YAY!

and ya! daddy bought a doggie. (: so cute! its a husky! (: but it aint living with me. its living with him. BOO!. ):

hahas.

wels. i gues its gonna be realy boring tonight. i've got to start sorting out my pile of papers. RAHHS! otherwise i wont be able to study. LOL. ok. i've finished 1/3 of the a math hol homework! (: i'm proud of myself man! ^___^

and oh no! my new blog layout looks messy. doesnt it?

2005-05-28T14:33:00.000+08:00

isnt this bad? i didnt go for theory! LOL. bahs. i left band early. cos i had sth to do. and ya. being the lazy me, i didnt go to the office to get my consent form from mr tan. LOL. i'm bad eh? hahas.

whee! ok. i'm sup to be cleaning my room now. but i guess i'l slack a little. ok. great. my mommy just said "time for action" i guess she's gonna come aft me about now. >.<

ok. YIPPIE. she didnt. (: great. she's telling me "if you dont go clean your room up, we wont go shopping". bleaghs. cnt slack no more.

):

2005-05-27T23:49:00.000+08:00

okey dokey! from now on, i, chessia chen, shall promise to LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE of stuff. even if there arent any(: wels. yea. (: HAHA.

bleaghs. i just realized that i've got a PhD in stonning!!! WOOTS! i'm Doc Sensitive i guess. LOL.

ok. i just realized that i still have band tmr. and i'm still up and still on the com and i'm afraid that i wont wake up. but HECK MAN. late la. late le don go lo. DOT DOT DOT.

and i just realized that i'm really really blur at the moment. so ya. PARDON ME! (: i guess i dont know what's going around me. and i guess that even if someone comes into the house, i wont kno. or i wont bother. bahs! what am I TALKING ABOUT?

gees. is my chinese name THAT funny?? -winces-

2005-05-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

great. i'm feeling bad. really bad inside (and out).

shant talk about it. shant talk about anything. shall try to be a good girl. shall try to study harder. shall try to be a nicer person. shall try to accomodate people. shall think than talk. shall keep my temper in check. shall shut up when i need to. shall not scream. shall keep a low profile.

shall try to keep all these "shall(s)".

and ya. tell me what i've done.

2005-05-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

oh gosh. someone SAVE ME? hahas. ok. so ya. someone in band. someone from sec three. someone who has the soft copy of the latest band schedule for the camp. someone who'd most prolly be wenrong cos he typed it out. SEND THAT THING TO ME! LOL.

anyways, MAN! I SO LOVE TODAYS MEETING!!(: wels. it was really nice. the way we told each other stuffs. so ya.

bleaghs. my daddy's threatening to ask the principal to let me quit school. FREAK IT MAN! i mean. one term's results dsnt mean that i'l fail consistently right?

2005-05-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling bad inside. not that i did anything wrong or what but ya. basically, i feel bad inside and out. its like. NO ONE LIKES ME. -sighs- but me cnt do anything. ):

greatos. greattt. guess what? i came home and found my lips bleeding. LOL. this is the result of not playing my instrument for like 2 weeks or more? (:

wels. ya. ignore me eh?

bleaghs.

i cant smile without you!

2005-05-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

gees. i cnt believe myself. i'm just too into him. i cnt let go. -shrugs- hahas!!

ok. boring day. bad day. i did sth realy wrong today. bahs! dnt wanna talk about it. so yea. basically. kind of dumb day(: but ya. aft lesson time, evrything changed. hahas. meeting was so fun(: chee sheng enlightened me. LIGHT CREATES SHADOWS. LOL.

shucker man! we've NOT finished the proposal yet. wels. at least we have done the skeleton. but havent typed it out yet so YA. we're in deep trouble la. LOL. considering that we've got only two meetings to settle some other stuffs. but i'm glad that we managed to finish the two important stuffs(:

LOL. my bodyguard's so INTO debbie. mann. debbie's so lucky can? hmmm? hahas. to have MY bodyguard to INTO her. LOL. wels. hahas. gees. i think this is gonna be a long post. or is it not? ha2s. shucks. die die die. i stil have a zuo wen to do and notes to print. GAHS!

dumb IT. wasted my time. LOL. and he's still NOT responding la. bleaghs. ignore me. LOL. fine. i'l ignore him.

2005-05-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

Total volume of music files on my computer:

1.42GB. hahas. 365 files. -shrugs-

The last CD you bought:

i forgot (:

Song playing right now:

Jesse McCartney- Because You Live

Five songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:

1. Dishwalla- Angels and Devils
2. Goo Goo Dolls- Here Is Gone
3. Alanis Morisette- Ironic
4. Jesse McCartney- Because You Live
5. Eminem- Mockingbird

Five people to whom I’m passing the baton to:
(sheesh. i guess i know no one who'd be interested.) -SHRUGS-

1. Phyllis
2. Waiteng
3. Wendy
4. Kang Rong
5. BLANK

hahas. wels. ya. i guess yu al have heard about the TJCSB concert?

i shall help cui(:

Temasek Junior College Symphonic Band presents
PRELUDE XXV
1930 hours1st June 2005(Wednesday)Victoria Concert Hall
Repertoire includes: Time To Take Back The Knights!, Invictus, Magic Overture, Russlan and Ludmilla, NSB Millenium, Sorcery Suite and Dancing Megahits.
Tickets are going at $12 (stall seats) and $15 (circle seats).

so i guess now ALL of you know. (: uh as for how yu all are gonna get the tickets. i'll think of a way. x(

2005-05-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

sheesh. im sup to watch some horror. but i guess i wont be watching it today. x)) cos i'm SCARED. i watched the 1st ten mins and i'm already freaked out. -SHUDDERS- so i guess i wont be continuing it. x)) and ya. the other thing is alien vs predator. hahas. i got freaked out when i watched it just now. i cried la. x((

hahas. i'm so accomplished. i did nothing today(: nono. i went for my meeting. that's all. then i stoned/ slacked the whole day! HOORAY! x))

shuckers. i just realized that i cant join my class people for the dance thingy as i've got a meeting thingy on tmr. SORRY GIRLS! do without me. x))

--
LOVE me, HATE me.(:

2005-05-22T19:32:00.000+08:00

well, its been a day and a half. (:

hahas. ok. was feeling really groggy the whole day. hahas. so yea. didnt really do much. *YAWNS* i'm still a TIRED LITTLE GIRL. didnt really sleep well yesterday night. YUP.

just leave me alone. give me time to think it over, think if it is worth it.

give me space.

2005-05-21T14:03:00.000+08:00

bleaghs. i slept at 4+ yesterday. heh. was messaging someone. so yea. i went late for this morning's meeting. hahas. it was a dumb meeting la. crap all the way(: but ya. got some things done! hahas.

then went to bugis. we were supposedly going to look for the movies. but ya. ended up walking around aimlessly. (:

i just realized that i feel like taking back what i told him yesterday night.

ok. i'll mail him((x

-5 mins later-

ok. sent. shucks. i feel so awkward. how am i going to FACE him in school? shucks!! -shudders then gives a weak smile-

wels. i'l just have to face it. since i choose to tell him that.

2005-05-21T00:43:00.000+08:00

i cnt believe it.

im on the verge of cry'g.

why?

b'cause of yu.

and the other fact that im listening to the song because yu live by jesse mccartney.

shucks.

i'd better go into my room before i REALLY start crying.

ciao

2005-05-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

BLEAGHS. wht a green skin. (: wels. maybe cause im feel'g green nw. nt jealous though(:

hahas. i hate the skins i make. they're super duper simple. (: bt tt's me right?

and yes. if YU ar read'g ths. YES I KNO WHT IS MEANT BY LJ LOOK. -.- hahas. bt i doubt yu'l evr stumble upon this page. so WHATEVER!

oh great. i just rmbed tt there's a meet'g tmr. i reminded cheesy but i forgot about it. sheesh. i feel so blur. i'd better go slp now. or else. i'd definately fal aslp durn'g the meet'g tmr(:

2005-05-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

i remember

taking my first baby steps
little by little

going to school then crying
cause i missed home

playing with the bubbles in the balcony
bursting them one by one

going to sec one
and thinking that math was such a bore

moving on to sec two, making new friends
and still think that math was a real bore

the night we lay next to each other
knowing that we had only one night

the day i lost you
yes, i did cry

the first time i stopped to think about the consequences of what i'd be doing
wel, i am glad that i did

the last time i fell down
i learnt to get up again

coming to sec three and failing all my subjects
then regretting everything

2005-05-20T16:23:00.000+08:00

ayes. how're yu al? o.O?

ok. apprently im kind of hyper right now. mayb its the movie. or mayb its the song tt im listen'g to now. WELS!

(: im so darn hyper!(:

i need someone to get hyper with. BT THR'S NO ONE ARND! yu cnt expect my mom to get hyper with me right? ((x

ayes. coach carter wsnt as bad as i thought itd be. wels. i actualy cried three times? ((x shhhh! hush! tel no one ok? (:

ayes. i think shal kil my boredom by playing the OH-SO-OLD-AND-PASSE-GAME, gunbound. ))x or mayb the sims. ))x worst. hahas. or i'l go do my JUNE holiday a math homework(:

TATAs!

2005-05-20T00:37:00.000+08:00

its 12:37. and i should be uh, SLEEPING? hahas. but NOPES. im not. i cnt sleep. i'm pondering. i wondering. WHAT IF I FREAKING FAIL MY GEOG! i think i'll literally kill myself. wells. not that anyone would miss me ya? x)) OK. OK. pessimistic me.

i cant believe that i actually am ABLE to fail every single subject. well. except for my languages. i need some guidance here. well. tuition for this matter. goshies. and ya. although i passed my languages. they're very very low passes. like 52 and 54. dumb eh?

anyone wants to teach me math? and science? -gives a weak smile- and and geog. and humanities. -gives a weaker smile-

great.

jane just asked if i was still alive. -.- that was a totally dumb question. hahas. but maybe, just maybe, tomorrow during the movie, i'd conk out due to fatigue. (: so coach carter wont have my support. x))

great. mommy's here. x))

2005-05-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

great. i feel so cuckoo.

i keep changing blog addresses. people keep relinking me. bleaghs.

goshies. always and forever by planet shakers rock!! (:(:(:

hahas. i realized that when i blog at blogger, i type in small little paragraphs. so unlike the PITAS side of me. i type and type and type and type non stop(: maybe its just psychological (or how ever yu spell it). i feel more intellectual there. x)) that's absurd, but true.

wels. im tired. and i need loads of energy tomorrow. (:

wels. goodnight.

2005-05-15T15:27:00.000+08:00

good. i'm finally sitting here, ROTTING! my goodness. since the exams started. i didn't get a chance to rot. WOOTS!

bahs! i think i'm going crazy. my gosh! my mom's singing to the song Lonely. eeks. i so love that song(:

ayes. it was thundering and lightning-ing yesterday night. all its fault. i couldn't sleep(: J knos that. cos i was messaging him, whining and complaning. bwahahas. it was really scary. i looked throught the curtains, then lightning flashed. its like MY GOODNESS, the sky was totally WHITE for a few moments. SCARY. i was staring at the sky for i think 2 hours? i guess that was the reason why i couldn't sleep. bad, naughty girl.

my neck's hurting.

i have to go for a brain scan. yeaps. SOON.

2005-05-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

gees. i got kind of a shock just now. bahs! someone called me out of the blue. i was wondering why did he call me. grrhs. im tired. im sleepy. im feeling dead. bt NO. IM NOT GOING TO SURRENDER TO SLEEP. (: im GOING to stay up all night on the computer. (:

2005-05-14T17:24:00.000+08:00

bleahs! boring day. got grounded. wel. i think evryone who asked me out today knos.

i cnt even go out with my parents. i cnt even put a toe out of the house. rahhs! ooohs. i jus realized that i have tong hua in my playlist. WOOTS!

ok. so far the plan for next week is like realy boring. mst prolly gg for breakfast with my triplets on days that we've got to report at 1. then monday, might gg to zer's house. yup. TO SEE HER DOGGIE! OOOOHS. wel. i cnt have one cos my freaking bro is asmatic (or however yu spell it). i WANT a chihuahua. its so so cute. bt according to zer, there's some guy who slept on his chihuahua. and hadicapped the poor dog. sad hur? ayes. how could he? bwahahas. ok. evil thoughts. bt seriously. i WANT a dog. ok?

then lets see. im going shopping on the days i get off early from school. defination of early: before 6. ya. goodgood.

im feeling fat.

2005-05-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

dnt ignore me-

2005-05-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

wahahas! i cried today. BAD. cos the freaking paper was shit. it was BAD shit.

ok. dnt talk about the BAD stuff. ok? then yu kno what? yu know what? i went out shopping with jolene. then was sup to meet zer at 2. she was freaking late la. )): what a BIG SHOT!

wahahs. then walk here, walk there. wahhas. tooks neos then crapped at coffee bean and tea leaf at paragon with jo. we WROTE ON the SERVETTES la! DOTS. went to buy bag! woohoo! i got my new ripcurl bag! then walk here walk there. nth much la. the most interesting thing: the three of us sitting at city hal talking for 40mins((: pro eh? then we saw huanyuet then shouted at her. bahs!

GUESS WHAT? i saw mr rain-man. can? when i was at city hal. MY GOODNESS. HE WAS WITH HIS FREAKING CUTE BRO(his bro is sec one la. but stil, so chubby!) my gosh. what a coincidence.

if only... i had meet HIM there instead. bahs.

great. i am feeling lost. i AM feeling LOST. i feel like im sitting in the middle of nowhere. lost in a desert. can someone save me? bwahahas. the reason being after the exams, there's NOTHING to do. i cnt study. there's nothing to study. bahs!

whatever. i need my beauty sleep(:

i'm going to be sleeping beauty. i'm gonna sleep for two days straight(:

goodnight.(:

2005-05-12T15:15:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO! tmr's liberation day(:

i'm free! I'M FREE! wel. not realy. got grounded. cos i wnt to parkway aft the papers today whn mommy asked me to go home straight. so! i cnt go out on sat. and my phones confiscated whn i gt home. ))):

ths is bad.

2005-05-11T19:53:00.000+08:00

bleahs. (: im cuckoo cuckoo. (: i'm a big big cuckoo(:

i'm a totally big big big big cuckooooooo!

i'm such an idiot. i cant even balance an equation.(:

whheee. ayes. im bored. no one to disturb me. the only one who's been killing my boredom has went for tuition.):

2005-05-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

oh golly! im so excited about friday! i just cant wait to get my hands off studying(:(:(: OOOHS.

im sounding like a real nutcase here. ): BAD THING.

wels. was stoning the whole afternoon (since i cnt realy see things right side up and i cnt realy think clearly, i stayed in bed). (: bahs! imma gonna. im gg to fail my chem tmr. SOMEONE TEL ME! WHAT ARE SPECTATOR IONS? HOW TO BALANCE THE CHEMICAL EQUATIONS. ANYONE, TEL ME!!

bwahahas. that sounded realy realy desperate(: ok. i AM desperate for help.

oh great. ive got some cuckoo who keeps trying to put me DOWN. nice try dude. (: yu didnt succeed. ((: GRINS WIDELY.

ayes. its 7. and im not hungry, so i'l jus continue exercising my fingers.

yu kno, ever since i fel and banged my head on the table that fateful night, ive been going realy bonkers. and getting frequent headPAINS. i think im going to die. yes. does that cal for a celebration?

bahs. i feel like crapping. bt theres nth much to crap about, so i'l jus crap about crap(:! wel, as yu al kno, crap is crap and it is crap that makes yu go crazy. crap is formed when two realy bored people come together and talk crap.

BAHS. I DONT KNO WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!

science is the way to go.

(:

byebye.

2005-05-10T15:10:00.000+08:00

ths is bad. im nt mentaly prepared to fail any subjects. YA?

gosh. i cnt imagine how i'd react when i gt back my pprs. yucks. yuck. yuckkies. bad bad bad bad bad.

CRIES.

ok. bt there's absolutely no point in cry'g eh? bleaghs. shal think of friday. the day i redeem my freedom frm exams. (: HOORAY!

bahs. geog tmr. and im stil slacking (: PRO(: -SALUTES-

bwahahas. im bored. terribly bored. ok. i shal revise geog HERE(:

no.

ok.

x))

GONE.

2005-05-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

shucks. im going realy crazy.

SOMEBODY SAVE ME!

2005-05-07T12:33:00.000+08:00

i think this is getting bad. studying is turning me into a crazy arse lunatic. (:

according to my research, and me, i think that studying for too long without breaks can cause insanity in one. (: seriously. jus look at me. (: JUS LOOK AT ME! im a mad girl on the loose. (:

wel. i was doing math. (: from 9 til like 12.30. aha! ahaha! ok.

shal stop typing for the sake of YOUR sanity. (:

tatas(:

2005-05-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

i feel like giv'g up.

im jus so sick and tired of study'g. right aft sch i rush home. bathe and do al the admin stuff. then i start revision. revise til like 6+ 7 then i get out of my room to have dinner. at 8, i go back to 'hibernation' in my room. until like 9.30 i get out to brush my teeth. then sleep.

this has been gg on for like donno how many days already.

IM SO SICK OF IT EH!

2005-04-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

i hate YOU.

2005-04-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

this is bad shit. i got a big fat zero for my e math test!

thank god my cousin is coming over tomorrow to help me(:

hahas.

louisa cme ovr to pia with me. guess what? in the end, she was the one pia'g while i distracted her. hahas. we took a stupid crappy picture. hahas. we bit the stupid apple and snapped a freaking pic of it. LALALA.

why cnt i ever have enough to spend?? bleahs!!

gotta save up $100+ bucks before the end of the exams!

I MUST!

2005-04-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

sickening sickening sickening.

al because of that freak'g incident, ive been stone'g for a whole day. but stil, i managed to finish two exercises of a math. (:

at least i kno i won fail my test tmr.

i'm pray'g for myself.

2005-04-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

great. im feel'g queasy. why? cos i sat in the car for like donno how long. im car sick):

and guess wht? i jus mis took grace for wendy. woooh. i think tts bad. i think tts REALLY BAD. argh. im feeling sick.

shld i go back to sch tmr? shld i ask TG to teach me? hehehs. great. i hate functions. FUNCTIONS SUCK! HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT.

oh ya. who's the bitch who caled me bitch?

((((:

good. im gg back for band tmr(: to study. and to find TG to chao TG. GOOD GOOD. no la. ohgoodie(: i cnt find any a math teacher for myslf. BOO.

hahas.

*sticks out tongue*

2005-04-21T16:56:00.000+08:00

great.. i love chan xi. hahas. (:

she jus said huh??

:l

oooohs. im bored. (:

2005-04-20T16:20:00.000+08:00

fcuk'g shit. my dad doesn't let me go for band anymre. and he says that if i fail any of my subjects for mid year, he'd tel the teachers' in charge to kick me out of band.

i hate him. i hate him. i HATE him so so much.

study study study. imagine yu spend evry single day aft sch at hm study'g, how'd yu feel? i'd definately go mad. and tt's what my dad wans me to do. this is bad shit.

i hate my dad.

2005-04-18T18:49:00.000+08:00

greatt. i kno it al. i kno it. so i shant msg yu anymore.

yes.

aha! i jus realized tt tmr hav flag rais'g. i mis my oboe! i mis it loads!! ._. hahas. my poor reed. my pathetic reed. hehehs. i cnt play it. yupyup. but i stil love it(: sheesh.

im ful. im veh ful. i ate at 7-11. then i cme hm to eat agn. wow! now i kno why i got fat. uhhuh(:

phy test was so ): why? cos i failed cos of careles mistakes. stupid hur? i failed by 1.5 marks. RAHHS!

oh btw, thanks irv and zhe rui for the stuff(: lovelove;

2005-04-17T15:50:00.000+08:00

hahas. im so crapped up. yup.

went for band potluck ytd. yup yup. hahas. so so fun(((: got wet, crapped, almost cried, fell down, got stressed by phy. hahas. right(: and i went home with a bad headache a nt being able to hear properly with my right ear. rahhs! and i stil have a headache. x((

hahas.

sheesh. i wan an ipod mini. or or a creative zen. eeeeek. id better do well in my mid years!!

2005-04-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

WE GOT GOLD((:

I CANT STOP SMIL'G!

LET SMILE TIL WE CRAMP((:

((:

IM HYPER!

LOVE YU AL BAND PEOPLE! SMUACKS!

2005-04-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

great. syf tmr neh! die. hehs. greatt. cheese's talking like a philosopher. yucks. cant stand it! rahhs!!

wish me good luck ok? ((: thanks!

i cant believe it. at this point of time, i can stil think properly. ((: im not worrying about my reed and stuff. great. i cant believe it. i SHOULD BE worrying. its bad. this actually means tt im not functioning properly. mayb its the aftshock. yea. aft what happened during band. yea. im traumatised. VERY to be exact. RIGHTT.

heh.

i need to study for physics test on thurs. cos i kno that aft getting the results tmr. i won be able to study. ((:

2005-04-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

bleahs. woching 1st kid now. ((x crappy neh. hehs.

im kind of irritated now. no one comes to my blog. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. so x( x(( darned. im crazy. im going crazy.

eeeeee. hehes. i feel x( as in x( x( yea. ok. i don think yu get what i mean. ((: rightt.

band. heh. i feel kinda bad dissing the UIC and AUICs behind their backs. yups. sighs. sorry girls!

ask yu.

how wud yu feel if yu kno that the guy yu like likes yor best friend?

2005-04-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

ya. new blog add(: nice hur? ((x i didnt really change the layout. yup. ok. if yu want to see the older entries. go back to my old blog(: